I
don’t like to see myself as bits and bytes
The
first time I’ve realized how my informational picture is
ridiculous- ly different from me (at that time I didn’t consider
it to be dangerous, not yet) was by the selection of junk mail
coming at my address. Namely, thanks to the labor division in the
family, my credit card was mainly used in the hardware and liquor
stores - food and clothes were my wife’s domain. So, you can
imagine what sort of junk mail I was getting, including adds for
"massage" and "body care". That was then,
before the internet.
Nowadays,
judging from the targeted adds on Google, Amazon, and NY Times, my
informational picture(s) are increasingly detailed and updated on
daily basis. My immediate reaction: it is humiliating. For two
main reasons:
(1)
Even if the most of the bits and bytes representing me are
founded, they are not all of me. There is much more of me not
recognized by the algorithms of some government agency or some
manufacturer or retailer. I’m not a potential tax evader only. I’m
not a potential terrorist only. I’m not customer only. I’m not
an older person with special needs only. I like to think of myself
as somehow apart from all this information. I am definitely
different from all this information. I am real — the information
is merely about some aspect of me.
OK,
I feel uneasy with all this information floating in the cyber
space but I can live with it, supposing it serves some social
function - I think I do - as long as it is not degrading and
destroying real me.
(2)
Even if a particular informational picture of me is founded, why I
have to be boxed together with people I don’t know anything
about and I don’t want to know? The authors of the algorithms
for the boxing are not programmers only, they are social
politicians. Why, when I order something from Amazon, I’m
instantly blinded with the screen "customers who bought this
also bought that"? Why, in heaven’s name, would I
consider that bought by someone who bought this?
Why, when I watch a movie on Netflix, a dozen other movies are
instantly recommended for me, a special selection for me. Who
decides, and why, that the criteria for that selection are part of
my personality? Boxing, straight boxing. Why, when I read an
article in NY Times, a dozen other articles are recommended for
me, a special selection for me. Again, who decides, and why, that
the criteria for that selection are part of my personality?
Boxing, straight boxing. |
OK,
I could live with those "selections" if it is a
marketing tool only. But I don’t believe it is. It is a part of
the current social politics. I, as a digital person, I’m subject
to "standardization" (brainwashing, that is) imposed by
those who power infopolitics. Who, really, are they and why they
are boxing me?
A
search for the answer might not be a pleasant one. And, assuming I
get one, what shall I do with it? Quiet myself with the excuse
that the boxing is not all that malicious or ...? |