Like
so many of life’s new experiences, the novelty of a diagnosis of
glaucoma has a tendency to wear off. The evening Xalatan eye drops
become automatic, even banal. One can become quite used to the
idea of the eternal vision faculty, saving it, that is. Even on
the less good days, when I was aware of cataract sneaking in, a
memory of the "Which would you rather" game on the
subject of blindness and deafness, recommended for young people
only, was not particularly oppressive. Well. until ... Until last
week when I went through a cataract surgery on my right eye.
It
wasn’t so much the cataract surgery itself that reminded me that
life often isn’t considerate but the additional after-surgical
therapy because of the glaucoma. And on the subject of glaucoma,
on a leaflet in the waiting room, I read that controlling the eye
pressure by eye drops like Xalatan one can prolong his vision
faculty for five, ten, even fifteen years. I’ve probably read or
heard something like that when I was diagnosed with glaucoma but I
wasn’t wary then - it was twelve years ago. Now I doubt: is
there a light at the end of the tunnel?
On
the post-operative check-up, my cataract surgeon said: "You’ll
have a perfect vision ..." and then, after a pause, "...
putting aside your other problems". Fair enough.