.
Then I recalled how gloomy and dissatisfied with myself I felt when
after ten years I left the lab in which I’ve started my science
career.
But
wait, I also recall what Russian physicist Alexander Kitaigorodsky(a)
wrote about newly established labs - and I started in one of them.
Here it is, translated into English, from Fizika - moya
professiya (Physics - my profession), Mir Publ., Moscow,
1971:
"A
research unit may be in the making. It may lack a distinctiveness of
its own. Such a state is completely legitimate for five to seven
years. But if a laboratory continues to lack distinction a decade
after its initiation, this is an indication that it is mediocre and
doesn’t deserve to be rated as a unit at the scientific front.
Such a laboratory may serve auxiliary purposes, if some other
research group patronage it, using it for its own research
projects."
Well,
maybe, after all, I wasn’t the only one who didn’t (but should) look for the
patronage. But that’s another story, like a parallel universe, you
know.
(a)
I’ve learned a lot from his textbook on solid state physics
(in Russian) when I was at college.